Last night, I had to put Gertie (my kitty) down. X-rays showed fluid in lungs and abdomen. They were pretty sure cancer was all over. Blood work was good. She had lost about two pounds since December. Going for a drink and food now
Gertie was more than a cat. She helped me though so many problems in my life. She was the best thing to ever happen to me. Bless you sweet kitty.
I feel like the life has been drained. My body feels so empty. I didn't sleep well last night and waking up my home felt like an empty shell. I am not sobbing, the tears are silent, but they don't stop falling.
Here is a drawing I did of her a while ago. Sorry again for being MIA - I just...things are not right, right now. Take care everyone